Friday, May 22, 2009

After the Last PR (personal record)

Thanks Pete (from Beijing) for sharing this....
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From: Laute Peter-FPL002
Date: Fri, May 22, 2009 at 7:50 AM
Subject: After the Last PR

After the Last PR

One runner's motivation for keeping the faith
By Dave Griffin
As featured in the Web Only issue of Running Times Magazine
 
I ran my last personal record on April 2, 1989 at the age of 28. From 1982 to 89 I raced various distances, from 5K to the marathon, and in that period I ran all my best times. Back then running was simple. I ran to race fast, and that was pretty much it.

Since then, I haven't come close to beating any of those PRs. So why am I still running 20 years later?

I could give you simple reasons. Running boosts my confidence. It keeps me fit. I enjoy being around other runners. But the real reason is far more complicated than any of those things.

Each time I run the unwelcome noise of life quiets. The thick pressure of work subsides. In the simple rhythm of running, I come back to the core of myself.

It's there, at my center, where I remember why I'm here. It's there that I remember what I love. There reside the principles and values that guide me. Life pulls me away from all that. Running moves me back.

I can begin a run faced with a complicated dilemma, and finish it with clear vision. Every conflict that's thrown my way is resolved when I remember what's important, and running never fails to remind me what that is.

There's more. Running challenges me. A thousand times, it's confronted me with obstacles I didn't think I'd overcome. It's brought fatigue and weariness, and yet even in the throes of exhaustion, it leaves a small burning ember of strength, always just enough. After so many trials, I've learned that hope is always present if you look hard enough, and hope is a precious thing.

I still remember all my fastest races. I remember the toil in the training, the anticipation of the starting lines and the strategy of competition. I can still feel the exhilaration of those finish lines, knowing I'd surpassed my best yet again and wondering where the next plateau would lead me.

When I was running those races my single motivation was competition, reaching ever higher levels of success. I'm thankful that I had running to feed my competitive spirit, but even more thankful that my competitive spirit led me to running.

I didn't realize it at the time, but searching for my potential as a runner taught me how to find my potential as a person. In the process of trying to do my best, I learned how to be my best. Running formed my core values, and my core values shape my life.

I'm much slower than I used to be, but that's okay. It's not as much about speed anymore; there's something more important to me than that. That something is living virtuously.

When it comes to that, I know I still have some unused potential, but each run seems to move me a little bit closer. And that's why I'm still running, so long after my last PR.

Dave Griffin is running columnist for the Carroll County Times. He lives in Westminster, Md.

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